Almost a whole year eh? I normally will go back and read my past, just to get familiar. I'm wingin it this time.

So...I think last time I didn't have a job, life sucked bawls, and everything was just generally terrible in my mind. Well...I got a job, a new client, put management semi-aside, and life seems to be getting better, but alas....mentality leaves a little to be desired.

I'm told it's called "Toxic Shame". To me it's known as "Normality". My normal mindset, punctuated by stress, isn't so bad to me, but to others it apparently sucks. I guess I just can't tell the difference.

I think I'm having my "quarter-life crisis" early. I've been highly nostalgic lately, looking bad at the bad times and picking the good out of it all (awesome music, seeing The Matrix trilogy finished, hangin with Chi, Lee-loo, and the gang, driving the Trooper, my first iPod, etc..). I donno what my deal has been lately.

It's been really difficult to get up and face the day lately. Mainly because I know I will come up with all these great things, and never touch them once they exit my brainspace. My writing ideas are fantastic, but alas...I don't do anything about it. In a way...this is almost worse than I was circa age 17/18- at least I wrote then. Now..I don't even have the energy to do that.

Which sucks...

Oh well...maybe one day soon this will all pass and I can get back to what I like and enjoy.

Listening to-
Project 86
AFI
Bullet for My Valentine
Vinyl Fantasy 7
A slew of Anime soundtracks

Reading-
Under the Dome - Stephen King