I'mcurrentlyenjoyingshowbread'szombiesongs,gettingintothehalloweenspirit,
tryingtodecideifiwannauseallthegaswehavetogotospringhillandback,
beingexcitedaboutmovingintomyfirsthomewithmynewwife.

And Hating My Space Bar That Barely Works. :(

--fin.--

So.....i'm sick of not having money. If anyone would like to give us some, that would be great.

I'm in a coffee shop, mooching off internet. Having a hard time quitting smoking. Wishing we could just move in to our apt now. Wanting to make some money. Probably going to play some halo later.

This is my life for the moment. It will change in a few days. Thank God.

Speaking of God, thanks to him for everything he has given me this last few days/weeks/months/years/life. He is truly amazing. :)

--fin.--

sooo. I'm married now.

it's incredible. we move in to our home next weekend.

life is great. god is greater. my wife is flippin awesome as junk.

nuff said.

--fin.--

down to one.

omg.

So....two days huh?

I'm pretty excited not gonna lie.

Hoping living works out.

Hoping money works out.

Hoping work...works(?) out.

Life is amazezing.

yea. i just made up a word.

--fin.--

ahem.

to whom it may concern:


six days.
we have our rings,
possibly somewhere to live,
and our love.
even in death.


i love you.

signed:
your wife,
robin.

I'm sore. All over. My neck, my back, my feet. My eyes even. But it was so worth it.

everyone needs to check out darrentyler.blogspot.com

this man is a genius. only not. lol

i love you darren!!!!

--fin--

So...I'm going to go see Underoath, saosin, and TDWP in ATL right now.

be jealous.

I'm gonna touch Timmy's beard, we shall marvel at the wonders of manly facial hair, and watch spee do his amazing lil "crabwalk head shakey thing". I'm gonna c-m.

alot.

--fin.--

I love douchebag Christians that give us all a bad rep.

It's grrrrrrrrrrreat!

--fin.--

Sitting here.

Just finished Iron Man.

Wishing I had a nice tv and 360.

worrying about money and bills.

life as usual.

--fin.--

Life is a little stressful. But what else is new. I haven't heard any updates from Yuna in a long while; it may be time to remedy this development.

Robin is fine; we're edging closer and closer to marriage, which is a ridiculously big step for the two of us. it's all in the mind though, every passing emotion trying to get me, it's all a product of mental insecurity. It will pass in time. That get's me through. Oh yea.....and my Lord.

I have been introduced to a new character in my life. He is only known as the Samurai. He protected another friend of mine when she visited Japan during the latest bout of political unrest. The situation over there is not the best at the moment, but since the Fall that has been it's cycle. Like a rollercoaster, ups and downs, mass-producing lives, taking them at a moment's notice.

I fear my own country is headed down the same path, or at least a similar one. Year Zero is approaching. This Brave New World we're entering is still our own, yet it is slipping between the pads of our fingertips. I fear these things. I was made fun of for my love of semi-realistic, highly plausible, science fiction novels, movies, music, and anime. Now I see alot of the themes and scenarios starting to come true, given another 20 years or so. In my lifetime I will see the creation (and inevitable abusal) of consumer genetics. The country of America will most likely cease to exist as the one I knew as a child (we're already 25% socialist. that's never good). Technology is increasingly harder and harder to obtain (prices), which causes more and more to support the piracy industry (and not just downloadable media either), which causes social unrest.

But....I fear no evil, for my God is with me. And that is all the encouragement I need.

Until better days.

--fin.--

Read this ridiculousness.

Okay...so. I'm not one for religious arguments. I'm not one for fighting over politics, or personal decisions of others. I consider myself a respectful man, one whom does not exude copious amounts of ignorance or any other manner of pride or pig-headed-ness.

But I certainly cannot let something like this go by without saying my two cents worth. This is one of those things. I guess, according to the world/BBC (any difference anymore?), I am a Christian Fundamentalist because I believe that the Bible is the "inerrant word of God", translated by man.

Number 1: I do believe the Bible IS the inerrant word of God, but since it has been translated by man, over a period of thousands of years, it is fallible. Going through the council of Nicea, the many years and different incarnations of the church, the Catholic church and the Holy Wars. All of it. The Bible is not the complete whole it should be, and I believe there are plenty of missing parts. The only way I will then be able to find my own stance is to read the Codex myself. The words of "atheistic scientists" about the word my Lord and God is not the best way to figure out the answers to these things.

Number 2: I like how they portray the passages in the Bible, and apparently the Codex, where the Jews yell and plead for Pilate to free the murderer, Barabbas, and to turn Jesus over to them so they could kill him as "anti-semitic". Never mind the fact that IT DID HAPPEN THAT WAY. Even non-Christian historians, scholars, professors, and scientists agree that the Bible has the most historical written pieces confirming the accuracy of the statements of the New Testament. It is one of the most historically accurate documents in the history of mankind, and they know it, and acknowledge it. So someone tell me: Why the HELL are we being portrayed as anti-semitic when we believe that the Jews asked for Jesus to be killed?

I hope that people would read these things, study these documents, and think of the answers for themselves instead of agreeing with everything they are frocefed on Sundays at "church" and on the news. I want this culture and society to open their minds, think about things, and come up with answers, TRUE ANSWERS, from their own time and talks with God.

Have fun all. I'm going to bed.

--fin.--

yes. oh god yes.

life is good. stupid money.

So. Back home. to the grind.

19 days. the BIG one is quickly arriving. financial meltdown has ensued, but all is well. i have a great woman, and God. That's always a good combo.

I'm feeling the blood pressure slowly rise as the heat in my flesh begins to boil. all the while my mind is revving it's engine and racing across the drag strip o my body. my heart can't keep up.

Needless to say, I'm a lil stressed. but again. it's all good.

i want a cigarette, but that a no-go. starting commit lozenges. this should be an interesting couple of weeks. lol.

wish us luck. (good luck.)

more later.--fin.--

So....I'm sitting here. At 4:25 AM, CST. Listening to NIN. I'm about to smoke.

I jsut found this again. I feel like I want to continue. It most likely will not be often. But I shall do my best.

Quick Updates:

--I'm getting married in 3 weeks.

--I have 5 tattoos. and one piercing.

--I smoke. I drink. both legally.

--I manage a rock band. I own a label.

--I don't make a whole helluva lot, but I try.

--My musical tastes have been expanded a lot.

--My parents are separating.

--I'm 22, and have a wife and a kitty.

--I'm old.

I'mm going to go smoke once more, and try to find some rest.

Fare thee well, all wanderers of the night (and day). be blessed. and crap.

--fin.--