as strange as this may seem, coming from me (of all people...), sometimes you just have to wonder:

what is there, on this earth filled with greed, hatred, misery, pain, suffering and the like, that is actually worth it?

I mean...i know what you're all asking yourselves. but hear me out. look around you....tell me. what good is there in the world.

i've been...high almost on this dream that i'm supposed to save the world. is it really worth saving? look at sodom...and gomorrah. the earth pre-flood. it wasn't worth saving then; who's to say its worth saving now?

i donno...i'm just rambling at this point. i think all my meds are getting to me....