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CAPTION:

I have a problem.

I want to tell someone,

but I can’t open up.

I want to reach out,

for hands I will refuse to touch.

I need someone to talk to me,

but I don’t want to hear their kindly words.

I need a shoulder to cry on,

but no one can see my tears.

I need you to open up your heart to me,

but I don’t want your sympathy.

You are my friend,

you are an outsider.

You are my confidant,

you are a meddler

you are the only one who can help me,

but I want you out of my life.

I need the warmth of one who loves me,

and I want to be left alone.

Dear God, leave me alone.