My one and only true love is getting bigger by the day.

That's exciting.

fin.

Art from Code.

Steve Jobs might as well be God, in this technological world we live in. But if that's so, then would that make William Gibson the God-father? Which would then defeat the purpose of having the religous analogy.

My head asplode. (to quote the speaker)

fin.

New Poem:

This two hour symphony plays over and over,
confusing my head to the point of death,
but I know this life is meant to be:
Meant to be...me

And I touch your shoulder
the paint comes down, tears play across your face
I don't know what to expect in this:
The Montage of Our Time.

As she gracefully walks across the steps,
Confusing my head to the point of death,
I wonder...
I wonder what's this meant for anyway?

I gaze, the breeze blows back her hair,
revealing instant eyes and a 20 year old blonde cut faded smile...

Where are you now?
I wonder where the love's gone:
down the street, to the liquor store?
or across the sand, to the ends of the infinite shore?

I Wonder...

Okay...what I really want to know is:

What is the attraction to being a Myspace whore? There is nothing attractive about whoreing yourself on a 23 mill. member website. I mean, if your gonna' whore yourself, whore yourself on my site, or somewhere worthwhile, don't just whore yourself to whore yourself.

I mean, whoreing is strictly wrong and I don't think anyone should whore themselves, but if you ARE going to whore yourself, at least whore around me, so we can whore together. I mean, I whore myself, but I whore in a non-conventionally-whore type way. I whore in a fun way, where evryone else know's that I'm not whoreing to just whore myself. I whore myself to my best friends only, because friend whoreing is fun.

the whole purpose of this post was to see how many times I could say "whore" and get away with it. (20)

fin.

I find it amazing how life can be so cruel, yet God so forgiving. I do things I don't want to do, or have any desire to do, but the things I DO want to do, I don't do. Although, the things I do I must want to do on some level, otherwise I wouldn't do them.

Hmmm.

Sadness has occured. My Gundam W watching has been halted until I properly forget what happens in the story and I have to watch it again.

I made a new anime friend today, but he's moving to Texas. Double sadness. I am getting paid next week, which brings along with it:

1. Girl's Jeans (size 11-13)
2. New anime (^_^)
3. New Music (^_^)
4. Gas and food
5. other random-ness I might have the money for.

Life can be forgiveing at sometimes thats for sure.

"I caught fire, so let me burn."

fin.

"He must do stuff like this to take things off his mind, she decided. Focusing his entire mind on menial tasks to keep him from thinking too hard on what really concerns him. Problem is…if he never focuses on problems that he doesn’t want to think about, they’ll simply go unsolved. That must be why he constantly settles for so little: because he’s more comfortable dealing with the consequences of a problem than with the problem itself. But there are some problems that simply don’t go away with a single consequence. Like him and his father…"

EVA ff

Dorm movings. Friend leavings. Anime acquirings. Elegant wishings.

I love life.

fin.

God is bigger than the Boogeyman.

fin.

Black Friday has come.

"Ride the Pony bathed in White"

you move
like I want to
to see
like your eyes do
we are
downstairs
where no one can see
new life break away
tonight
I feel like more
tonight, I...
you make the water warm
you taste foreign
and I know you can see
the cord break away
cause tonight I feel like more
tonight I feel like more
tonight I feel
feel like more
you breathed
then you stopped
I breathed
then dried you off
and tonightI feel like more
tonight

It takes money to have things. Cars, cigars, women, and now you can add websites to the list. It takes time and money to finance hobbies today, and Gehirn von Juneau is no different. In order to pay for the web hosting, etc, I need cold hard frog-skins.

Just click the button newxt-door to donate wonderment, and to keep me alive. Frog-skins is tasty.

Thanks. fin.

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here lay to rest is a love ever long
With truth on the shores of confession
You seem to take privilege to all of these souls.

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl
I'd do anything for you...
-C.S.
Good Apollo, I'll Be Burning Star IV, Vol. 1: From Fear Through the Eyes of Madness

"Life is short. Forgive Quickly. Kiss Slowly."
- Robert Doisneau

"Everything" by Stereo Fuse

I remember you, do you remember me too?
Born on the 14th of July, the smell of roses made her cry
And though you’re going far from home, rest assured you’re not alone

‘Cause I would give everything that I own
I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones
The sun the moon the earth the sky I’d never even stopped to wonder why
I would do anything, I would give everything to be your everything

It seems like such a long long time, since your body crossed my mind
But I think that you should know, it wasn’t I who had to go

‘Cause I would give everything that I own
I’d give you my love and this heart made of stone
The sun the moon the earth the sky
The motorcycle that I like to ride
I would do anything, I would give everything To be your everything

But if ever you should stray, just sing along and I will play
Look into your hands I’m slipping through them like a tiny grain of sand
I remember you, do you remember me too?
Seems like such a long long time, since I held you near and called you mine

‘Cause I would give everything that I own
I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones
The sun the moon the earth the sky a brand new car that you and I could drive
I would do anything, I would give everything to be your everything...