"Well never again and never again, they gave us two shots to the back of the head, and we're all dead now..."
Well...life is going. Going. Not quite gone. This is all for the best though. I can only go up from here....unless I go down the ladder. Which I doubt I will...that would be suicide, or something. And that's not an option. So I guess I have to go up. No choice...only choice.
I wish I could tell you how I feel, I so desperately wish that. I want to hold your hands and tell you things I haven't been able to tell anyone, but I am afraid I can't. Not now. Not ever. Because I don't even know myself. I don't know how I feel. I don't know what I'm thinking at this point in time. I don't even know how to hold hands anymore. I need to re-learn life.
Damn it. This is hard.
"Would you marry me, would you bury me, would you carry me to the end?"
Well...life is going. Going. Not quite gone. This is all for the best though. I can only go up from here....unless I go down the ladder. Which I doubt I will...that would be suicide, or something. And that's not an option. So I guess I have to go up. No choice...only choice.
I wish I could tell you how I feel, I so desperately wish that. I want to hold your hands and tell you things I haven't been able to tell anyone, but I am afraid I can't. Not now. Not ever. Because I don't even know myself. I don't know how I feel. I don't know what I'm thinking at this point in time. I don't even know how to hold hands anymore. I need to re-learn life.
Damn it. This is hard.
"Would you marry me, would you bury me, would you carry me to the end?"
posted by Anonymous | 17.4.05
1 Comments:
You always have a choice...you just don't see you're making the right ones. You can tell them how you feel...you just choose not to. You can now...you can later. Not WANTING to know...and not knowing...are different things. Sometimes what we KNOW...becomes what we THINK we know...that's the pit fall of fear. Often times...holding hands...becomes a single holding hand...and carries you through. What better way is there to learn... then together? Afterall...Two heads are better then one. and by the way... with all that is within me... yes, yes, and yes.
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